im hurt :(

what the heck. im so so fed up today.. my fren hurt my feeling...

sien lor!

you know what she say??

because that day she ajak me out but i refused ma..

so she keep on sms me again n again ask me want out or not.

i dun want to go because she always go expensive place ma..

i where got that much money le??

so today my frens ajak me go tesco ma.

because there very cheap la..

so i go out lo.

then she say what u know?

she say : " u sia soi chinese nia. ask u go out with us u dun want. go out with diffrence skin ppl wan la."

oh, im so sad. i want to cry la..

im so so so hurt. y she can say like that le??

we r fren ma.

i dun want to go out is my wish le..

u owes go expensive place, i whr got money?

think bout it lar!!!!

im so sad..

who can come n lend me your shoulder?

i want to cry out loud la...

so so so hurt..

just like my heart been stab by sharp yet very rust knife...

sad...

if like this next time i can't refuse lo..

if i refuse sure kena shoot by her again..

i got an fragile heart.

i hurt easily..

pls understand it..

sad...

y she can say like that?

i tahan my tears only..

i keep silent and dun want to say anything.

i respect her because she is older than me.

this is me.. crying inside my heart..

hurt..

laugh like LOLz

oh no!

it grow something on top of my head.

Lame!

*laugh*

picasa3

dave help me download new picasa which is call picasa3.

oh ya, previous wan is picasa2, now is picasa3.

so, i edited one of my pic.

before this, i wanna tell u all how my face looks like ages ago.

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exactly look like this. see my face. how terrible and horrible and vegetable!!

believe or not??

lol. kidding la.. not really teruk lor!!

i edit this with retouch ma.

my natural look is...

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tadah! like this ma.

with a little bit of pimples.

on the way for growing ma..

LOL..

wanna see the result after photoshop??

hehe..

see below..

check it out.

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my face looks clean.

wow, i love it!

how i wish my face looks like this.

sure a lot of fly stick on me wan!!

oh ya, i received my gray lens dy.

thanks bro!

i want more!

enough.

bye.

saja- saja

mention today's date

later A & P again. gosh, im so tired!!! 990, miss want to see u..

ok. i went to tutor's room.

your formative 1 u done ok, but formative 2 very bad.

ok.

k la, dont talk nonsense..

now having Dutch Lady Chocolate.

want to drink ma?? i suck.... suuurrrrrpppppp.....

i want to eat... creamy freshy chocolate cakes...

having watermelon for lunch too! that's not my bite!

and papaya too. lame ler my blog.

i want to jot down my life wad.

who cares??

ok. done.

picasa2

just now dave help me to download picasa2 software.

not really good but i ask him to download photoscape for me tomorrow.

so i edit this picture.

fun to play with picasa2.

*laugh* n *snile*

sophia n me.

sorry, i just edit to see my face only. hehe..

i used soft focus again and again n again until all the place blurred n only focus on my face.

 this picture i took with my phone form my lap top. snap it from my lap top.

then edit with soft focus n edit with sepia.. hehe...

this one i just edit with purple lor!

see,this picture has been for my facebook primary profile for about one two months lor!

let's see if i edit it with soft focus.

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tadah!

nice??

ekekekekekek...

may i answer nature call? go..

today im so clumsy.. mentrual kena my pants.. oh gosh!!! luckily is at the front, not back. if back, i will be shy to the max!!!

so, bath lor!!! change everythings..

i cooked guilinggao after that!

so long didnt eat..

nah, here's the picture..

so plain... dark....

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hehe... see, some snowflakes... so blur, cant see.

but this is better than the plain wan..

right??

hehe...

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this is the black n white pig key chain that i bought for xin pei's birthday present.

not two okie, is one.

one for me and one for her.

she so like it!!

closer look!!! 3 pairs of couples kissing each other! how sweet.

i want too!

kiss me.

i wanna to hang it on my phone bag.

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look just like this. but i scared it will broke my phone. i mean scratching here n there.

so i think i hang it on my bag better!

k- brother going to buy coloured contact lens for me.

im so damn happy!!

he say tomorrow will reach here.

i hope so!!

yahoo...

happy to the max!!! ><